'Just graduated' engineer

After graduated from engineering school for my degree course, it turn up to be like these:

'Apa dia cakap duhhh. Macam tak pernah dengar jeee'

'Ohhh bunyi macam familiar. But I'm not sure if I know about that or not'

'Errrr pernah belajar nihh. tapi dah lupaaaa'

'What theeeee! Apasal macam tatau apa-apa ponnnn!'

I dont know if this is normal or not. But it happen to me now. I'm not sure if employer do expect people like me, who just graduated from engineering school, must know all things we learnt before. Duhhhh. The worst thing happen when, I do follow this twitter account @juruteraMY and it turn to be like 'Ehhh aku ni budak engineering keee?' when I read their tweet about their work.

Perghhhh! Or it happen because I still dont have any experience or never be in industry before? And it is normal for 'just graduated' engineer like me? ohhh please tell me it just a normal thing. Pleaseeee!

And now, I'm realize, good CGPA dont guarantee you to know everything in industry. *I didnt expect I know everything. Just hopping I know something.* But but buttt, you cannot judge people at that way. Give us chance, let we learn and let we prove we can do it!

Acececeehhh! *ayat sedapkan hati*




So, currently stuck between

'Nak berenti kerja ni and nak try luck in industry. I wanna be an engineer duhh!'

and

'Ohh dah janji dengan Dr duluuu nak kerja sampai projek ni siap. Mesti kotakan janji *sambil genggam tangan kuat-kuat*'


#Dilemma #SiniPonNakMainHashtag #BolehJee #OkBye